Jet Lag

I think I am still suffering from jet lag lol.

I was in office today and had it pretty bad. I was out of it most times. I was there physically but I found myself "wandering" away in the mind. You know what I mean? My mind was out of it. Put in another way, I see people but I don't see them. Ok, NOT in the sense that "I see dead people", lol. I mean that the person could be right in front of me but I or my mind don't register who he/ she is. Someone else had to alert me. It happened several times today at work. Gosh, I really hope that they don't misunderstand. I really DIDN'T see them at all!

All day long, I only knew that my brain was screaming at me, "Sleep, Sleep, SLEEP!!!". I really felt like a zombie. When I got home after work in the evening, I just felt like going to bed and sleep! But I knew if I sleep, I would be wide awake in the night lol. Then I would be tired again in the morning and so on... No, I don't want to go that way. Yes, I can do this... NOT! Lol.

I fell asleep while putting my daughter to bed at 9pm. I think I fell asleep before she did, lol. :P Now I am wide awake. Sigh. Company? Anyone out there to keep me company?

Sleepless, Conspiracy theory, Wakeful rested...

It was sleepless for me last night. I tried reading. It was gripping for a while but my concentration didn't last long. I gave up reading as Pendergast was too good to be wasted like that. I was in this state of exhaustion, over-exhaustion that sleep just refused to come forth. Tried watching television but nothing interesting. Emailed good friend who is in a habit of staying up late. Checked on the girls who were sleeping. It was 3am and I still couldn't sleep. Tick, tick, tick, ...
A flurry of activities early in the morning at 6:30am. The younger girl was up and singing to me. NO!!! I had only just closed my eyes and I had to get up. Sigh. I was the walking unrested this morning.

Went to school for counselling this morning. Took a taxi down. The taxi uncle was in a talkative mood and started on the conspiracy theory of our gahmen. Huh?? Conspiracy theory? Our gahmen? My mind in a mush from severe lack of sleep... do I have to listen to this?!
Our gahmen, conspiracy theory, ?? Ok, to me: Abraham Lincoln, conspiracy theory, yes. JFK, conspiracy theory, yes. Martin Luther King, conspiracy theory, yes. Watergate, conspiracy theory, yes. October Surprise (1980), conspiracy theory, yes. Conspiracy Theory (movie), conspiracy theory, yes. ENBLOC craze, conspiracy theory, yes. Our gahmen, conspiracy theory, what do you think?? No comment! lol

Wanted to stay awake in the afternoon so that I can sleep early tonight. Darn! No such luck. Sleep came at the wrong time! Fell asleep and slept for 1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5 hours! That's more than I had slept the whole of last night. My sleep cycle is now confirmed in a total wreck. It seems I am becoming one of those nocturnal creatures that I love reading about and watching - sleep by day and walk by night. Hahaha. LOL. It is going to be a long, LONG night again.

SO whoever is sleepless tonight, there's me. I will keep you company! That's what friends are for. =)